Current red pill theory says whores make bad wives. Women’s biology make pair bonding more difficult the more partners they have had. Men don’t seem to have the same issue – blame God. I’m not disagreeing with that theory, but do whores even pair-bond with their clients. And I know of at least one whore who made a wonderful partner and mother.

I was brought up in middle class environment. I never had to worry about food or shelter. I went to private school and got the opportunity to study science at Melbourne university. I became an unemployable heroin addict. The only reason I wasn’t homeless was because mum paid my rent when I had spent it on gear. If I was a girl I would have been a whore.

I went to a few brothels in my 20’s and enjoyed it, but it wasn’t till my 30’s did I travel to Thailand and really dived in. My first trip to Bangkok I met a hooker I really liked named Lin. She stayed with me for a few days and I paid her $50 a day. I came back a month later and took her for a week’s holiday. It was fantastic. She was a great girl. If I had had the finances to bring her to bring her to Australia I might have. I probably dodged a bullet. I was too naïve back then to handle that, but that wasn’t because she was a whore.

She was wonderful. She came from rural Thailand where her dad grew rice and her mum cooked at a food stand at the local market. They probably made few dollars a day. She got pregnant at 15 and married not long after. Her and her husband left their daughter with mum and went to Bangkok where they could earn as much as 7 dollars a day. He manufactured electrics and she worked in 7/11. He started drinking and would beat her. She went back home to her parents. They needed money to look after ­­­her daughter. She was hot. Off to Bangkok it was to earn $75 a day if she stayed with the one guy, more if she fucked a number of guys. She was happy with just staying with me. I think she would have married me if I could have.

I spent the next 7 years travelling the 3^rd world and fucked maybe 500 hookers. I didn’t really have the “girlfriend” experience again. I think I was sad I had to let go of Lin and didn’t open my heart to any of the others. In my late 30’s I learnt game – the getting and seducing of women. I stopped (or at least seriously cut back on) fucking whores and dedicated myself to getting laid for free. It’s debaucherous and addictive. I got good at it. But I still didn’t have the girlfriend experience for more than a few days. I was so obsessed with more I just kept churning through them.

After I had fucked about the 100^th girl for free I felt I wanted to change. The problem was I could fuck 6’s and 7’s for free, but rarely 8’s. The 6’s were a one night only and the 7’s I got bored of after a few nights. So despite actually wanting something more long term it didn’t really happen. So I just kept on my merry way of dating and banging a consistent diet of low 7’s and an occasional 6 if they made it easy for me.

More recently I allowed myself pay for play. I had avoided this because “it’s not game”, but I can’t deny that the 2 most enjoyable relationships I have recently had are with girls I paid. This was not something I was expecting, but I can’t deny the data. I still don’t know if I would marry a whore, but I have decided to spend some more time with the two whose company (and pussies) I enjoy the most.

I have booked a couple trips. One to Bali at the beginning of December and will have a week with Ruby and then a couple weeks in Thailand over Christmas where I will meet Snook. Both are hookers, both I will have to pay about $50 a day, but both I am prepared to at least give a chance of being my girlfriend.