Did Micky die, did he retire, or did he just give up on game? A little bit of each. My 13-year-old son got sick. Very sick. He was diagnosed with Wilson’s disease in September last year. He didn’t respond to treatment. He is completely paralysed, and will most likely need to be cared for for the rest of his life. I have spent half my life since then in the hospital with him. At first I was too overcome with grief to approach girls, but by Christmas I pushed myself out to approach in Brisbane CBD. I got a few numbers of average girls, high 6’s low 7’s. I went on one date and just couldn’t be bothered following up with a second date or the other numbers.

I just can’t do daygame in Brisbane anymore. I’m sick of grinding the streets to fuck one 6 every 100+ approaches. It’s just not efficient. I’m just not good enough at daygame and seduction to make it a viable option – in Australia anyway. I suspect I wouldn’t get results in any western countries. My value is just not high enough. I have tried and failed at daygame, at least in the west. I did ok in Eastern Europe and I can get laid like a rockstar in Asia. But I am stuck here in Brisbane. I am needed by my family. So what to do?

Well, I’m not emptying my balls in a 5. In Brisbane I am a 6. So a 5 is what the market deems I am worthy of. I don’t even want to fuck 6’s let alone 5’s. (That’s the one problem travelling the world where your value is higher – you have to come home and can no longer fuck the girls the same SMV as you) Is it time for provider game? I have done my daygame apprenticeship. I grinded on the streets. I approached over 3000 girls. I fucked a few in Brisbane, a dozen in Asia (plus 100 tinder bangs), and a few in Europe. I’m now 43 and my increasing age is dropping my value quicker than I can increase my value by any inner or outer game work. Can I make provider game work? I want to fuck these girls. I want to fuck Australian 7’s and 8’s in their late teens.

I have wanted to do this since I was a teenager. I fucked a couple dozen girls in my teens, mostly drunk, and not super-hot ones. I don’t think I fucked an 8 back then. Over the last few years I learned I could fuck hot girls in Asia (and Europe to a lesser extent). I fucked my first white 8 in Minsk last year. As I was undressing her I remember thinking, This is like a real life porno in my Airbnb lounge room. She was just so hot – I had only seen naked white girls that hot in pornos.

But now I can’t travel as much as I used to I have been looking at Sugar Dating sites. I had heard a few things about “salt dating” where you pretend to be a sugar daddy and then try and fuck them for free. Fair game, I thought, but for me I thought paying them 2-3 hundred dollars would sit better with me. I could afford it. When I was in Phuket I went to the nightclub with Krauser and Steve Jabba. They were all about getting laid and not paying for it. But the nightclub was full of semi-hookers. Sure they would fuck you for free if you manipulated it right, but they were there for work. And they only wanted 1000 baht (AUD$40). I took one home and fucked her. She didn’t ask for any money, but I handed her 1000 baht. She smiled and thanked me. I felt better. $40 or free for sex is not that far apart.

I wasn’t going to be get my end wet for $40 in Australia, but I still thought there was a lot of potential for getting good value. I signed up to Sugardaddymeet.com. First I had a look at the girls. There are a lot of hot girls there. Let’s have a look at the guys. OK, so the competition is pretty low. This is not Tinder. There are a few guys in the 20’s or 30’s that have put a bit of effort into their profile. Their value proposition appears to be. “I have money and will show you a good time, but don’t expect any cash.” I can see my value proposition being “I have money and will show you a good time, and I’ll give you a little bit of cash.”

Now to set up my profile. The sort of girl I want to attract won’t be your stereo typical sugar baby, that I am assuming, has very high material and status desires. Branded handbags and accessories are out. I want girls that are down to earth, but know their value, hence why they are on a sugar dating site. 7-8’s that can get used and abused 9’s on Tinder, but can’t bring themselves to date male 7’s from Tinder. They could date a male 7, or even 6, if he had a bit more than the average guy – the means to have fun dates and some small gifts. I had no intentions of taking any of them shopping, to night clubs, and especially not taking her and her friends out for dinner.

What some of these girls said they wanted on their profile was laughable. “Spoil me. Take me out for fine dining, travel, and shopping sprees. Know my value and want to see me happy. Not looking for anything sexual”. Are you taking the piss? Do they get old guys that want to spoil them without putting their dick in them? Fair play if they can. But I want a girl who is happy with a nice meal, a walk in the park, and then shacking up in a nice hotel with me where I can do terrible things to her body, then send her home with my cum dripping down her inner thigh and a couple hundred dollars extra in her purse.

This was going to be a long experiment and I would get it wrong more often than not. But if I could get it right I could have a decent dating life – 2-3 dates a month is all I really have time for anyway. There were a lot of girls around 18-21. I wanted these ones and thought my age at 43, although younger than most guys on the site, might have been a deal breaker for 18-year-olds. I also considered there are probably 16 and 17 year old’s lying about their age. I fucked two 17 year old’s last year from Tinder that had lied about their age, one in Bangkok and one in Jakarta. It felt so naughty – so good and so bad.

So I made my age 36. I thought that was a good balance with what I could get away with and what an 18-year-old would consider their upper limit for fun rather than work. I also wanted to appeal to the more relaxed girls that wanted a fun time, as opposed to the more status and material seeking girls. And I wanted a girl that liked smoking weed and maybe even taking psychedelics. I decided to mention it in my profile saying my idea of a nice date was “Nice hotel, French champagne, gourmet weed, and maybe some molly.”

I then started messaging the girls. “You look nice.” My standard Asian Tinder opener. Or “I’m interested” If they portrayed a bad girl on the profile and “nice” wasn’t so appropriate. I got an overwhelmingly positive response and before long was chatting to a couple dozen very hot girls between 18-28.