Woke up and did some work, coffee, breakfast and then I went for a walk to look for a massage girl. It was a nice walk and I was listening to the Jon Jones interview on Jo Rogan podcast which interested me, but I didn’t see any massage girls that interested in me. Still, I hadn’t walked much this trip and there was cloud cover, so not so hot. I was just happy walking and listening.
After 40 minutes I came to the massage place I had been the day before and number closed a cute little 23 year old. She was keen to come out with me and doesn’t fuck for money, but the shit tests she gave me and games don’t sound like much fun to have to plough through to get deep within her pink bits. Still, I might get her out one day. It will cost me 500BHT as the shop fine to get her to leave work with me. I’ll just have to explain I only have 2 hours, so I can cut her short if she annoys me.
I played with her hands and gave her good eyes and commented on her contacts and told her she looks like a cat. She was noticeably offended by this, and said “No, I look like sexy woman”. Another warning sign that she has low self esteem and will test and play games with me for validation. She also said she hasn’t had sex since her husband 4 years ago, which is sort of weird, but kind of made sense when I went for the number and she made me wait for 30 seconds while checking her phone. She did a couple other testy things, that I can’t remember. She has had interest, but always tests guys too much and/or derails the train. Now his makes me want to go and see her. Once the dam breaks she will probably be a firecracker.
I said goodbye to her and walked up the street only 40 metres and a very hot massage girl caught my eye; tall, strong facial features, rack so good it looked fake, but wasn’t. She actually looked like she could be a very convincing ladyboy. I motioned to her and she came towards me. I looked her up and down, hands not too big and wide hips, unlikely a ladyboy, then she smiled at me as I gave her eyes. It wasn’t a strong IOI, but I could feel the femininity in her and confident it wasn’t a lady boy. Still habit makes me test further and asked to see her hands and asked her to squeeze them for me, her hands were pretty big for a woman, but she didn’t have man strength and her voice was obviously a woman. I wanted a Thai massage, but didn’t want to be tortured, so I said. “You are strong. I want a Thai massage, but not too strong” She agreed and I followed her into the massage place. As I walked I could see her hips and arse, they were a full shape, and with a tiny waist. OK, lady confirmed 100%. And also confirmed I want to thrash this around my bed. She was actually so attractive to me that my inner game told me that I was below her in SMV and she wouldn’t be interested in me. She had a grace and poise and white skin for a Thai that I have not had success, not really tried, seducing. Still, at worst case I will just get a massage from a hot woman.
She asked me to lay down on my front first and started massaging my back. I threw out a few questions, just to open the door for her to ask me some and then I kept quiet. She was timid to engage, but started to warm up and said her name was Pang and then asked my age. I think in Thailand this is the number one IOI. I don’t think I have ever been asked my age by a girl in Thailand I haven’t, or at least couldn’t have, fucked without paying. Somehow we got onto the topic of ice cream and she said how much she liked it. Mmmm trap laid. I thought. “I like Swensens” I said. ”I would like to take you there for ice cream. Would you like that?” She said yes and I could tell in her voice tone that she really wanted too. OK, she is more into me that I thought, time to lay off a bit and not get over excited.
I just lay there and enjoyed the massage and stopped talking. She told me to roll over so she could do my front. Now I had the opportunity to work my eye contact on her, but not just yet. I let her massage me for five minutes before I looked up and gave her sexy eyes. She smiled and blushed as I raped her with my eyes and then I closed my eyes again and enjoyed the massage. I thought of a good push-pull and sexual spike in one. I opened my eyes, looked at her like she was my prey and said. “I don’t want to take you for a drink” I waited to see her response. She showed only mild disappointment, more confusion. Then very slowly with some nice pauses I said. “I want….to take you …. for a drink”. She beamed a smile at me and if I could make a guess decided she would fuck me.
She didn’t finish work till 11pm so I inquired could I shop fine her earlier than that. It’s the custom that if the girl wants to leave the shop they have to pay (or the guy they are going to fuck pays) 500 THB. She was a bit reticent. The connotation with a shop/bar fine is that the girl will fuck for money. I didn’t mean this, but I can see how she thought that I might. Then I had to explain that I wasn’t suggesting her come with me for sex, but just to hang out. I need to find a better calibrated way to do this, perhaps by prefacing it with “I don’t pay for sex”
The massage was good, best one I have had all trip, so I was really relaxed just from that. After the massage I sat up and faced her to create some strong eye contact and light kino holding her hand. I did this last trip and the massage girl pushed me back and gave me a blowjob, no charge. Pang didn’t do that, but was attracted and wanted more, but I could tell she was a bit uncomfortable because she was at work and had a professionalism. I drew from this she was not a slut, nor a working girl. She also said that she had lived and massaged in Japan for 5 years, so I can see that culture had worn off on her. As I went to pay I got out my phone and gave to her to add her line contact. I then gave her a 100THB tip and went on my way.
I messaged K. “I’m in love”. And we arranged to meet at the restaurant near his hotel. Over the next couple hours K let his guard down with me just a bit. He comes across as a massively strong frame that is reasonably abrasive, but over the next couple hours he let a few things slip to show a more gentle and vulnerable side. I suspected that was there because he talks about it openly in his writing, but in person he is much more guarded. I see this for a couple reasons. One he is very sensitive and compensates with brashness and indifference to protect himself from being hurt (this is me and possibly a projection of myself more than him), and two, he has built such a strong habit of being alpha around women that it carries over into all his interactions.
We were talking about his business model for his PUA content and he said one of the major objectives was as a networking tool. He had made conscious decision to give everyone that approached him 30 seconds and if they didn’t try and leach value then he would give them a bit more time, and more again if he started to like them. The underlying message was that this is what had happened with me and he was getting close to admitting he liked spending time with me.
We moved to the Coffee Club and he said he would give me a free login for Daygame Overkill for setting him up with the bird he fucked the night before. I noticed he didn’t thank me directly. I said thanks and how grateful I was and that I would have eventually bought it anyway. I also said that I didn’t really do much but just invite her to the movies, but he said, that’s good wing work. This was the closest thing he had given me to a compliment and put a smile on my face. Imagine being told by the mighty Krauser you did good wing work.
My evening date turned up and we said goodbye and I went off to the movies. As I was saying goodbye he reached into his bag and said. “Here, I’ve got something for you” and produced a CD from his band. This was nice and I could see this as another effort of his to show some sort of mateship and respect. I thought it was good that I was heading off with a very cute girl to continue that respect and not overstay my welcome, since we had already spent a few hours together.